10:07 am. Last night, K. told me she had listened to the podcast episode called “Sex with Teri”[1] and that she found it to be the most disturbing thing of mine she had come across. She said: “Do you ever fantasize about other women when you’re having sex with me?” I answered: “Of course.” She then asked: “About people you know?” I said: “Yeah.” And then she got upset and said: “I never want to have sex with you again. I think I’m breaking up with you.”
Then she went outside to smoke a cigarette. When she came back, she said, in a choked voice: “It was brave of you to tell me.”